Wednesday 4/13/11

So today I am discouraged. Blood sugar this morning was 115 not bad. Had one of those protien bars, did not want to eat much of anything. Tough choice when you dont function well eating in the morning. Went back to bed and watched the news. The tomato man was on talking about determinate vs indeterminate and the different types of plants that do well in this climate. So that was interesting then I fell asleep. Sort of coasted till about 8. Up and at em played on the computer.  Ran down to the doctors office and picked up samples for mother. That saves a fortune. Anyway had a chocolate square on the way down there. Now this is where things go wrong. Come home and moved things around painted the garage wall up and down off the ladder... ect. I mean this is work ! And moving all the plants out was no easy task. I am sweating and sore, had to hurry up and finnish Lynn was coming by. So  get it wrapped up. Put the tools away, Blood sugar is 128 I am starving think Im going to pass out out there.Just knew my sugar would be low.... No How in the heck could it be 128 when I had worked so hard and been hungry all morning ? So what the hell is the point ? Went to Wal Mart with Lynn and Joey had a nice time. No trail mix can you believe every bag they had was expired.  Took the bag I got yesterday back it was rancid. YUCK bought some marigolds, and found the Thai Basil.. Need to plant it. Oh and while I was out there painting I weeded out the herb bed and pulled up most of the chocolate mint. We get back and unload eveything. Alex helped himself to the rawhides came in hauling the package and was he proud of himself. So No rest for the wicked. Made a pitcher of tea unloaded the dishwasher, put the peas on to cook shucked the corn. Blood sugar was 103 Oh I had a glucerna shake for lunch in a hurry no time to eat anything. Now mind you I am still hungry. Why am I bothering ? So when we had supper I ate everything. A whole ear of corn some purple hull peas. Minute steak green salad and brussel sprouts. Oh and dont forget I ate grapes... A whole damn bunch of them. Not taking my sugar tonight but I am not hungry either. Start again in t he morning. But I just dont get it. Work is good exercise or so I thought and the sugar should have been lower than it was at 6 a.m.  Lynn cant explain it. I was not in any real pain nor is painting a stressful thing just a thing.. Like the canoe it makes my sugar go up. Maybe the educators will have some idea make a note of this and ask. So good night  I am whipped... took 2 tylenols and am going to bed. Talk tomorrow.