Saturday night June 18th 2011

So do we ever understand diabetes ? I am not even getting a clue here.Blood sugar started out at 100 this morning. Had a pea nut butter fold over that works pretty good for me and Im lazy ! Dont want to fix anything else.. Cant eat eggs and bacon or sausage not in the morning. Not that early Yikes ! So the pita with peanut butter works, then Im ready to start the day. We went over and mowed Richards yard. Mother saw a box that I needed to put up so I begin to think my junk is in the way. Lord knows I have enough stuff all over the place here and it gets in my way and on my nerves and its not even my house. Then Larry is on my case Poor Richard he has to deal with us fussing. But we got it done and came home and I talked to Mother I got in the ants over there at Richards  I hate fire ants... had to take some benedryl.. So I am strung out fussing at everybody, feeling like I am falling short need to be punnished, cant seem to get anything done to suit anyone. And Larry wants to spend all his time away from me... I wonder why ? He went over and helped Dan and Wynne load thier truck up. I had a small bowl of crawfish Etoufe for lunch with the rice mixed in. It was there and I was hungry it was fixed and it was easier to go along with the crowd than try to fix anything else.  Blood sugar was 98 before lunch rode the bike for 2 miles Larry fixed the speedomoter on it so now it tells how many miles... thats cool.  Works for me anyway. To hot to do much of anything and it is all in an uproar around here. Not very condusive to getting anything done. Blood sugar before supper was 97 now here is the kick... I ate a peach about 6:30 had to take the meds. So Dan came in and wanted roast beef po boys thats great but all bread and potatoes after the rice at lunch I could not go a sandwich. So I had to go and pick these up. Ray's Pe Ge ' s and they have this ice cream.. It has honey in it.. The order is not ready yet so I will have to wait and I got a small cup of the ice cream.. Still more than a good diabetic should have but it was hot and I had a bad day.. And the temptation was to great. So I ate it while I waited.. and had most of it too... So when I got back i had taco salad without the chips and some broccoli... Mmmm and a couple of slices of pineapple what the hell if it is going to be high might as well do it right. I ate a couple of fries and a bite of Larry's sandwich.. I can live without em... for sure ! But a bite now and then is nice.. so We finnished eating a little after 8 I took the african mango ... at 9 45 my blood sugar is 68 ??? in what universe is this right ? SOmeone explain it to me ? I just do not understand !