June 13 ,2011 Monday

Yeah Monday it has been a long weekend. Had crawfish Saturday it was nice and had etoufee Sunday I think it was better than the original crawfish. Church was nice. The preacher brought out this poor old almost dead tomato plant. So he goes on talking about being steadfast no matter what anyone tells you nay sayers if God gives you a dream a vision or a mission see it through. Dont let any one convince you otherwise. So needless to say the plant came home with me and I am hoping it will make it. It is in really bad shape. But the root system is strong. So we have had company. I can do nothing right Everything I say is wrong and if I said the sky was blue she would insist it was green. Hate it when its like this. Just keep your head down and your mouth shut. Thats what I tell myself. Mostly that works be a good servant, do what your told. Anyway back to the matter at hand. I think I am going to start taking the blood sugar readings only 3 times a day instead of 4 would make the strips last longer and I seem to be doing ok as far as the numbers go. Sundays high was at bedtime and it was 111 and today I started out at 102 and before lunch it was 101 I had a sugar free oatmeal. Then about 9 I had a peanut butter fold over pita.  I know that a person can do quite well without the bread without the sweets ect but do you want to live your life doing without ? The pita bread has 4 carbs per piece and it is easy to slap on some pea nut butter and be done. The sweets well you can live without them but its hot and I have been out working in the yard and a cold popscicle well who does that hurt ? Not me the numbers are still good. Well it has been a long day I am overwhelmed at the moment on the verge of tears and just need to log out of here and give myself a talking to ... Night all